August is a painful memory, this is the month i lost my brother forever.........
I wasn't a great sister but i loved my brother, i don't know how much he loved me......
In retrospect our relationship wasn't the ideal bro-sis relationship but a very normal and regular one.....i wasn't aware of many things in his life and neither did he know what was happening in my life....but the vacuum his death made was huge in our life......sometimes i feel he is alive and hiding from us.....but i know that is not true......
It has been three years now and still the memories are as fresh as it happened yesterday....all the memories i have about him is connected to our childhood.....we were close then, he used to play with me and was very fond of me.....later when we grew up we became two different individuals and we distanced from each other......the distance became so wide that we rarely call each other.........
Before his death we didn't call each other for a month not because we were angry with each other but we didn't find time to call each other......we never felt the need to call....i feel guilty that i didn't call him for so long, i should have called him everyday but i didn't.......i wasn't a good sister......and i am really very sorry about that.....where ever you are please forgive me......and rest in peace..
I miss you my dear brother.....
I wasn't a great sister but i loved my brother, i don't know how much he loved me......
In retrospect our relationship wasn't the ideal bro-sis relationship but a very normal and regular one.....i wasn't aware of many things in his life and neither did he know what was happening in my life....but the vacuum his death made was huge in our life......sometimes i feel he is alive and hiding from us.....but i know that is not true......
It has been three years now and still the memories are as fresh as it happened yesterday....all the memories i have about him is connected to our childhood.....we were close then, he used to play with me and was very fond of me.....later when we grew up we became two different individuals and we distanced from each other......the distance became so wide that we rarely call each other.........
Before his death we didn't call each other for a month not because we were angry with each other but we didn't find time to call each other......we never felt the need to call....i feel guilty that i didn't call him for so long, i should have called him everyday but i didn't.......i wasn't a good sister......and i am really very sorry about that.....where ever you are please forgive me......and rest in peace..
I miss you my dear brother.....
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